THIS. I've thought about it so, so many times. I think I'm going to bust my kinkmeme cherry and fill this :DDD

That said, do you have any kinks/squicks, OP? I have a lot of ideas for this, but it's gonna get kinda dark... I know that's kind of a no-brainer considering the prompt, but just a warning.

Also, I'm an abominably slow writer D: so I apologize in advance