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Happy Holidays, fellow Kinkmemers! I have returned and have no reasonable excuse for my absence except LIFE. I will be working on updating the archives. If anyone sees anything amiss, please let me know.
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The more dedicated people we have in this Meme the less chance of it dying. I admit that being the sole keeper of the Meme is not great for the fandom. If something were to happen to me, for good, this place would go the way of the Fallout Kink Meme. Let's not let that happen! If anyone would be interested in Modding/Archiving, please drop me a line. Thanks! <3
Lies -- 1/1 -- F!DB/Partner
Date: 2013-01-29 07:44 am (UTC)And she loved him very much. Loved the way he moved in battle. The way he strode through the world, so full of confidence, so certain of his immortality. She loved the way his body felt on hers, the caress of skin upon skin. She lived to hear him groan and whisper to the gods when they made love. He was the light of her life, the reason she woke each day, the reason she continued to breathe and fight to survive each deadly encounter.
Leaving him would kill her.
“I cannot be with you any longer,” the tears burned behind her eyelids. They would give truth to the lies she was about to tell him, and she desperately willed them not to fall. “I do not love you.”
Lies the voice screamed in the back of her head. She felt her heart breaking in her chest, and wondered if she would ever feel happiness without him by her side. LIES!
She could not look at his face, could not see the pain that she knew she caused him. She was not strong enough to face the hurt that she caused and still walk away. She was not sure anyone was that strong.
But with time he would heal, and he might move on and find happiness with someone else. He would live without her, as she was becoming more certain that he could not with her. She was dangerous. Deadly. Everyone she loved died.
“I have never loved you.”
LIES, LIES, LIES! The voice screamed louder in her head, she turned away, so he would not see the anguish in her face. So he could not see the tears that even now were beginning to run down her cheeks against her will.
She felt his hand upon her arm, heard him begging her to stay, to speak to him. To love him. But she did love him, with every fiber of her broken being she loved him. She loved him so much she could not stay, because she was death.
“Goodbye.” She shook his hand off roughly, felt her heart breaking even more as she walked away. With each step, she felt her heart shatter further, until all that remained of her was fragments of pain and sadness.
Everything she loved died.
Everything.
She did not look back. She could not.
“I am sorry.” She whispered. They were the last words she would ever speak to him, and she prayed he did not hear them. “I’m so sorry.”
Lies -- 1/1 -- F!DB/Partner [Tags & Summary]
Date: 2013-01-29 07:53 am (UTC)Tags: Het, Heartbreak, Angst
Not any of the above A!As but couldn't help writing something heartwrenching before bed. Because, you know, had to make myself cry.
OP!
Date: 2013-01-29 06:52 pm (UTC)This is a very happy OP! Multiple fics, heck yes!
Re: OP!
Date: 2013-01-29 07:55 pm (UTC)Glad you liked, OP. :)