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Alone (M!DB/Romlyn) (13/?)

[(Anonymous)]

It was also the first time he had mentioned that he intended to return to his family on the Summerset Isles. Romlyn had only read about the province, and the books he had found were mostly about the Aldmeri history of Serano’s homeland. But he had read enough to know that dunmer like him would not be welcomed there, even though the country had officially become more tolerant towards other races. A few decades ago they probably would have made him turn right back at the border. Living there and enduring the constant scrutiny and disdain of Serano’s kin would be worse than going to Windhelm and begging to be allowed into the slums of Ulfric’s city.

He had read enough to know that it was a place he didn’t need to see for himself. But if Serano decided to go there he would follow without question.

He wondered what it would be like to live in a foreign country full of people who would probably hate him on principle. But then he remembered he had already learned that when he had come to Skyrim.

But this time it would be different. He would be fine. He would be no penniless fugitive and he wouldn’t be alone. Serano would be by his side.

Still, he was curious.

“What does your family think about… us?” He tried to gesture between them both, and whatever it was that was there.

“They don’t know about the marriage, and I intend to keep it that way.”

Romlyn flinched as if Serano had hit him. They had been married for half a year, but still the altmer wanted to keep their relationship a secret; the only reason Romlyn could come up with for such a behavior was that Serano was ashamed of him. He wasn’t sure what was so objectionable about him, but elitist racists could probably come up with a lot of reasons.

It hurt.

But what did all of that mean? Serano wanted to go back to Alinor and live with his family again, but he didn’t want them to know that he and Romlyn were married? How would he go about keeping that hidden?

No. Don’t finish that thought. Stop right there.

He would have to leave Romlyn behind.

For a second he forgot how to breathe.

His knees started to hurt because of the uncomfortable position. He kept shifting his weight even though it didn’t help in the slightest.

Serano didn’t seem to be in any hurry to move off of him.

The altmer’s next words caught him off guard. “Do you want to have children?”

It was a cruel question, immediately after the altmer’s dismissive comments and after he had listed all the reasons why they couldn’t have children. Mustn’t have any. But he had to admit that the thought of raising a child together with that man was making him feel… something.

He couldn’t even imagine what it would be like. They both didn’t know the first thing about how to treat children. Most likely it would end badly, with a traumatized child, a depressed Romlyn and a stressed Serano who went on a killing spree to vent his frustration from having to play hide-and-seek. Or they could all be dead tomorrow, what with all the dragons burning their way through the province.

Or Serano could one day wake up and decide that this makeshift family was not worth the effort.

“Yes, I do. Badly.”

It wasn’t logical. Maybe it didn’t need to be. The man he loved had asked him if he wanted to have children, and so there had been only one answer.

“Serano?”

“Yes?”

“Why did you marry me?”